I Need a Control Tower

I'm so tired of being cranky! Why am I cranky?! I got plenty of sleep, life is good, I have many happies today, lots of my friends are happy, but I'm just grumpy - that sucks! Being grumpy for no reason is the worst.

My grumpiness has made me decide to abandon some things I had left up in the air, stuff I was making an effort toward that pretty much no one else seemed all that interested in. I must learn that when people shrug and say "sure", that's essentially a "no, not really." On the other hand, I have left other things up in the air that I really should not have, and I need to get on that. That Joan of Arcadia episode on Friday about juggling, literally and figuratively, seems to really be messing with my skull. (It was the best episode ever - why are you not watching that show yet??)

Negative negative negative - this must end! indiana as a kitten wild eyeshadow open-toed shoes peanut butter and chocolate david sedaris mini m&ms and popcorn the farmers market orchids kyle's snoopy nose text messaging at work emails from jessi pedicures j playing guitar the puppy running really fast cuddles from roosevelt rehearsing being lazy being busy il pescatore and gelato laughing till you forget what you were laughing about fresh pineapple hot tea briar patch pancakes and cheese grits scrubs frou frou britney spears taking a break garden state yellow cars stewie and DANE COOK!

Whew!

I'm trying to think of some clever random thought with which to end this post, but I'm just not coming up with anything. I must just have a case of the Mondays. Ooh...maybe I'll watch Office Space tonight. That might help curb the grumpies. Or maybe some Family Guy. I wish Garden State was out on DVD already. (December 28th...)