Just...Blecchhhhh....

I mean, come on. Can I not even get a sunny day to snap me out of it??

Eric tells me last night that he's determined to be positive for the next week. I love that we just traded places.

Ick!! Just, ick!! I hate not being happy - it's the worst feeling, to want to be cheerful for yourself and others and just feel totally empty. Could be the whopping three hours of fitful sleep talking, but I'm just ... bleh.

I don't really want a weekend. A three-day weekend should be cause for joy, and right now I just want to sleep through it. Maybe I will. (Except for Our Town.)

And tonight I'm going to the Enzian, which I am happy about, with Stephanie, which I am happy about, to see a movie that is guaranteed right now to make me cry for about an hour and a half, which I'm not all that happy about. But it's a movie I really want to see (A Very Long Engagement).

Song for the Day: "A Simple Kind of Life", No Doubt

Thought for the Day: I88 NHT. The license plate of the car in front of me at the light for Lee and Edgewater. I didn't realize how intently I'd been staring at it until it moved. And I didn't realize I was using it as a comforting thought to repeat over and over in my head until I ordered my drink at Starbucks, temporarily forgot the part that followed "I88", and completely panicked. Gotta love those weird brain ticks that you pick up mentally to keep yourself occupied!

I can't wait for the braces to come off. I want to audition to be a Bride of Frankenstein in that crappy Beetlejuice show at Universal. (It's not official yet, but Kyle's SO Frankenstein.)

Three posts and it's only 8:15! Woo-hoo! My happy for the day is self-indulgence, clearly.